tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11628462011-04-22T06:55:17.554+08:00Something about me, something about vsmile, something make me sad and something make me smile...Ronniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10770649279168413343noreply@blogger.comBlogger1271100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1162846.post-11650923878306764572007-11-20T00:51:00.001+08:002007-11-20T00:53:53.991+08:00

無論是自己，又或是身邊的朋友。做每一個決定時，都思前想後，怕顧此失彼，因而墮入了「想得太多」的境地。每當我遇到如此困局，我都會想起在「普羅」的一個經歴。當我如常般去享用鄭先生的「卡布」時，我覺得跟以往的有所不同。正當我苦苦思索，是因為我之前吃過甚麼東西，又或是老闆的沖煮方法有所不同。鄭先生不慌不忙的說，「寶文，是你想得太多了」。的確，在我們的一生中，並不是有那麼的事宜需要我們如此思索的。再者，很小結果是致命的。我們真的需要如此費神嗎？另外一件令我對「想得太多」有所體會的，是兒時看「忍者小靈精」時的一個片段。話說忍術中有一門「推理」之術，可憑籍觀察一件事情的發生，而推敲到接著將會怎樣。「小靈精」跟「甘麥基」以老師的午餐作對決，他們見老師的便當是「竹筍飯」，便估計老師需要牙簽（因竹筍有很多纖維）。之後，他們相繼預備了各種東西，比方說熱茶（可消滯），以至到最後的床墊（飯後有睡意），

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"I gonna die if my wife know where my Facebook is", my friend told me one day. I have no idea what's inside, but this intringues me to think, how much secret do we posses, and how are we going to deal with it? Do u have anything that need to hide up? I certainly have secret (don't ask me what it is, my dear, I should have told u if I could), but there are not much. Namely becoz I find it

Ronniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10770649279168413343noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1162846.post-24166087861880861192007-06-20T21:33:00.000+08:002007-06-20T21:34:29.449+08:00

Tonight is special, being alone, reserving all the time for myself. But, instead of feeling happy, I am feeling stupid.I come up to China in attending an event that will be started tomorrow, I have all the time in the world, but I don't know how to spend. I have to admit that it is partly because of the mis-arrangement of the event but what about if it isn't? I may still doing nothing in the

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Happiness is here and now, I have dropped my worries.Nowhere to go, nothing to do, no longer in a hurry.Happiness is here and now, I have dropped my worries.Somewhere to go, something to do, but not in a hurry.That's not what I said, but from Zen Master Thich Nhat Hanh (一行禪師)."Here and now", is not a statement, but a realization. We realize it through our breathe, we free ourselves from the

Ronniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10770649279168413343noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1162846.post-82604496426653354922007-05-07T01:12:00.000+08:002007-05-07T01:33:56.522+08:00

I love to watch soccer match, but I don't have much chances until I have Cable TV installed when I moved in to this new flat (since 3 years ago, that is). Since then, I spent some of the time over the weekend in watching matches of the England Premiership, and I noticed that Chelsea is the team I love.Why though, you said? Excitement? Sometimes ... But team spirit and the passion from the players

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I want to know myself.I want to be myself.I want to be happy.I want to be honest.I want to be fair.I want to be free.I want to breath.I want to put down.I want to ...After all, I just want to be an atom in the Nature. Like water in the river.

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I am not feeling well since Tuesday, having a slight fever and gastroenteritis (intestine inflammation in layman terms). I have to sleep for hours and is only feeling better till today. But the weakness, not capable to focus on anything and also the aches are all a reminder, or an alerm. It reminds me I have to take good care of my body, or I will not be able to do anything I desire. What's more,

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人生是一個充滿著整理，而之後都是整理的旅程，除卻你離世的事宜之外。

Ronniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10770649279168413343noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1162846.post-58941251680516649302006-12-20T22:04:00.000+08:002006-12-21T02:28:01.376+08:00

藉買燈泡為名，跑到百貨公司走了一圈。商場內響著聖誕音樂，發現自己童心未泯，在玩具部把玩著車子啦，模型啦，一些我兒時的至愛。人越大，就越懂得珍惜自己的時間。縱使只是十來分鐘的閒逛，就足以讓我感到豐裕。到底燈泡有買了麼？當然有，我還買了剛用完的日用品。工作，始終還是要做的。

Ronniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10770649279168413343noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1162846.post-32877049278238408522006-12-20T00:37:00.000+08:002006-12-20T00:45:06.945+08:00

I was joking around with Joel this afternoon, on why he will feel cold in HK, concerning he has been living in Canada for so many years. His theory is like, it was so cold in Canada that you cannot feel a thing so it doesn't matter. But in HK, it's not that cold yet so you are still sensible.This just sounds like what life is about,Life sucks when you are neither dead nor alive but dying.

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Each time when she gets off from work late, I am a bit angry. I have been telling myself it is pointless since she has work to do but I just cannot convince myself. At first, I thought I am just having different value proposition, work to me is something that you cannot finish, something can easily put down. To her, she cannot bear something left behind. But the more I think about it, the more I

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The last note had hammered but the echo will remain.Dad had finished his marathon on last Friday. He was sent into the hosptial a week ago because of an increase in Calcium level, we naively thought that we could celebrate the mid-autum festival after the injection. Indeed, we didn't know it was the final knock on the door. In the 6 days, his condition was getting worst quickly, yet, he was still

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I was on my way back to the office this morning when I saw the uncle and aunt, holding hand in hand, walking elegantly across the street.It looks so sweet, for a couple that has been together for so many years (I assume ;)), remains intimate. Even if the relationship didn't fade out, there are just too many occasion that inhibit the loved one to retain like when they are young.With my blessing to

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又是每個月到醫院覆診的日子，病況正如預期般。謝醫生細心地聆聽着病況的變化，並依據着轉變而調整處方。但最為我所動的，是她淡淡然地跟我說 — 時間寶貴。真的，這一年得來不易，亦沒有人可知還有多少時間，相聚的每刻都應多珍惜，尤其是了解到生命是如此無常。

Ronniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10770649279168413343noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1162846.post-1155705748386025222006-08-16T13:12:00.000+08:002006-08-16T13:22:28.396+08:00

It is scary in noticing the day is getting closer and closer. The falling in condition, the increased dosage of medication, are all alerting me that I should get ready.Going through the mental exercise, envisioning what am I going to see and experience, but I am still feeling frightened when it begins to happen.What am I afraid of? The passing away of dad? The pain in seeing him suffering on

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Pain from the tumor is turning acute. A recent visit to the doctor has changed his prescription with molphine sulphate, which should be able to relief his pain effectively.But it could not diminish our pain in seeing him to suffer from coughing, with each stroke like a stabbing with a knife. We are surrendered helpless, except from seeing him crying in tears. This reminded me our experience last

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My own time begins when everyone goes to bed. I could continue my work, or browse around to my favourite websites.So I usually stay up till lately.But indeed, going to sleep is the only moment that I can let go of everything. The responsibility as a son, the taking care of the family.So every night turns out to be a dilema, but luckily, it is still my own time in either way.

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人生是由遺憾，和以此交換，而又獨一無二的確幸所形成。問題是，你在慨嘆所付出的，還是珍惜因而獲得的那些？

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I earn my living by writing code.But I am always doubtful on the importance of technology. It surely ease our daily life but I have never experienced the "magic moment" like when I read through passages in a novel or encounter a music segment in a symphony.Until this Sunday, things have changed.My buddy had bought my family, my brother to be precise, a gift for my wedding. To make a long story

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I thought working 110 hours a week is already something significant. But I am surprised that I am now working all the time except from my 5 hours of sleep.OK, it's not like working non-stop all the time, I do eat and play around (like the blog I am writing now).And for the rest of the time, I work like a solvent. I keep providing solution to anyone approaches me, my boss at work or my parents at

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結婚當日，除了賀詞，最多人對我說的是，"你要好好照顧阿翎"。奉茶給岳父時，他邊擁着羅翎痛哭，邊訴說着他捨不得女兒出嫁。我不斷重申，"我會好好照顧她的"，但好像都于是無補。於婚姻註冊處跟親友碰面時，他們都會對我說，"我最疼阿翎的，你要好好照顧她！"她工作時的上司，亦跟眾親友一樣，對我寄語相同的叮嚀。就連我公母，亦吩咐我，要好好對待他們的媳婦。我不奇言在想，莫非我給大家的印象真是這麼差，還是我配下上她？我明白大家都是發自於對羅翎的疼愛，我只是有點混亂，倘若你都有跟我說過這番話，不妨給我一個電郵，細說委實。

Ronniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10770649279168413343noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1162846.post-1139193031761398042006-02-06T10:30:00.000+08:002006-02-06T10:47:59.920+08:00

One thing annoys me a lot is, when people keep telling me this is simple.The people who say so is either don't know shit or they are really clever.But in reality, I think most of them are just ignorant.Or is it I am thinking too much? ;)

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I used to sleep soundly, until recently, that I am experiencing a couple of night of insomnia.It maybe the caffeine, it maybe the restless mind, it maybe both. My rapidly pumping heart, my coughing dad, all keeps me awake. The restless results in faster metabolism and it gotta pump faster to compensate the dissipation. It's a dead loop, until it breakdown, or I could sort out the imbalance.Would

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I can bet $10 with you it is pointing to the red zone.I can feel my shoulder is getting tenser than a bull; feeling miserable at work and bearing the load at home stressed me to a new boundary.Get if off from yourself, everyone tell me, but how? It's not I want to keep holding the ball but what can I do with it? Circumstances in the former life is the fruit of your present existence, I am surely

Ronniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10770649279168413343noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1162846.post-1137744570652224322006-01-20T16:09:00.000+08:002006-01-20T16:09:30.703+08:00

Believe it or not, I am having a good time when I am at work. It's been a long time which I could feel the peace in within.Coffee, music, and the peace of mind. I could have them all, at this moment, in my cubicle.I have the same experience when I am in Taiwan, in Eslite record store, which I allow myself to expose to new music.Believe me, life could be good, and you don't need to rich.

Ronniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10770649279168413343noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1162846.post-1136431094529003922006-01-05T11:07:00.000+08:002006-01-05T11:18:14.540+08:00

No one is born to be identical. So the game is started to be "unfair" in a sense. But what bring us to a fair game is the evenness of opportunity given. No matter you are bringing up a child, or a team member among your team, you have to ensure sufficient attendance is given to everyone.It's pointless to blame the little one when they are not your rising stars. If they are all so mighty, this

Ronniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10770649279168413343noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1162846.post-1135706288079061482005-12-28T01:10:00.000+08:002005-12-28T01:58:08.136+08:00

家，擔當着一個避難以及休息的場所。但當回到家時，反而覺得沉重，悲鬱，實在是有家歸不得。我是個戀家的人，興趣都是環繞着各種靜態的室內作業；聽音樂，看書，弄咖啡。奈何，每當在家時，週遭都瀰漫着霉霉的，陰沉的，令人不安的分子。這個懸浮物來自患病而變得消極的父親，來自變得年老而體弱的母親，來自要照顧他們所帶來的壓力，來自犧牲自我空間的鬱結，來自對未婚妻的歉意。一切都況似別無他法，都況似我需要默然承受。再忍耐一下吧，我憧憬的生活或許遲些就會來臨；又或許再過一會後，我可以把自身放下，欣然成為個侍奉者。P.S. 可笑的是，我在三年前亦有相近的狀況，看來，這三年只有把問題隱藏，而並非得到了解決。

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I feel myself getting very close to the intersection point. The point which I will fed up and have my temper all bursted out.I keep reminding myself that, it's not fair to transfer the heat in taking care of the family to my parents. Indeed, the recent happenings have my pressure keep building up, to a point that the garbage collection simply doesn't work.I love what I am doing at work, but I

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A number of entries have been created for my dad, which I feel unfair to my mom, since she is the marathon runner which I admired on.She is a patient of valvular heart disease for well over 10 to 20 years. The condition is kept controlled by taking a bunch of pills everyday. How many of them, you might ask?40.There are 18 different kinds of pills in total (hey! I do the pills packaging for her!)

Ronniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10770649279168413343noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1162846.post-1129395053276793252005-10-16T00:36:00.000+08:002005-10-16T01:11:35.333+08:00

The desire to write something about myself has gone stale for quite a long time, until recently, which I have gone through the book "Revolution in The Valley ". The book contains articles written by the core developer of the original Macintosh, yeah, the one released in 1984. They talked about the funny things happened during the development, from the very beginning (around 1980) which the

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To live with the terminal illness is no easy task, it's not only the pain and un-comfort, but also what it has taken from you. Your capability in doing things you enjoy, your freedom to go around, and also the appetite to eat.No matter what happened to him, he is still fighting positively against it, and do whatever he can in minimizing the impact it has given on him.As his son, I keep wondering

Ronniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10770649279168413343noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1162846.post-1125335223778001672005-08-30T00:53:00.000+08:002005-08-30T01:07:03.806+08:00

I used to reserve a lot of time for myself in doing little things, like checking the apple fans's websites, reading books or magazines; which I could feel relaxed and gain my enjoyment.The experience is like eating your own fruit which you grow it up from seedling.But I have fewer and fewer time which I could spend. It is one of the difficult changes that I have to get used to. I need to set

Ronniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10770649279168413343noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1162846.post-1120405948788296642005-07-03T23:45:00.000+08:002005-07-03T23:52:30.810+08:00

The family dine at my place frequently in these few days, since the chef, i.e. my dad, has went into the hospital who is suffering from lung cancer.I was washing the dishes tonight and I think about all the scenario that will be happening ahead, dad suffering from the side effect of radiotherapy, getting in and out of the hospital, receiving phone call from the hospital when the moment has

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I am losing my focus and things become disorganized.My dad has sent to the hospital, was informed that he will be undergoing the operation tomorrow. The anxiety begins to grow, worrying about how well the operation can be, is he able to recover and remain as strong as he used to be. Am I able to cope with the changes in our daily routine and what should I do for all the issues that will soon be

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Warning! Geek's talk ahead!If "SIT" only means "To rest with the torso vertical and the body supported on the buttocks. - dictionary.com" to you, then you probably won't be interested in the following article.Pragmatic or not to be.I am trying to embrace the pragmatic approach for the current product development, it went on nicely so far, until the point that it needs to be worked with

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It would be good if the Hardboiled Wonderland do exist. No one can do harm to the others and no state of mind exist. Do you have the experience of trying to express how you feel but turns out what the other has perceived is totally different? I feel this always. I hope I can build up the unbreakable wall, enclosing myself into this wonderland and live with the people that I make up. Life

Ronniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10770649279168413343noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1162846.post-1096738313800807412004-10-03T01:42:00.000+08:002004-10-03T01:47:44.020+08:00

It's quite amazing when you grow older and older. You start to figure out how fast your dignity is washing away and how easy you compromise on happening that against your belief. To live on, you have to follow the public belief - the value proposition that is widely recognized among the population. The further away you are stepping from the line, the higher the risk to live on - public mass

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As I have told you many times, I am someone low in confidence and easily envy on people who could do things better than I do. And it turns out I won't get close to many of the people around. I don't like to feel crapy when I hang around with others. Speaking up to be open minded is easy but it is not when you try to act. It is not I don't want to listen to but I don't want to bow down to

Ronniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10770649279168413343noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1162846.post-1092628647861304722004-08-16T11:55:00.000+08:002004-08-16T11:57:27.860+08:00

I have to admit that I am a narrow minded person. I stand quite firm on what I believe and is not that open minded towards idea of others. Unless they are given by people that I trust. And I am not good at striking for anything that I need. I think I would expect the others can observe my needs and act accordingly. The product development should be fun but it's not. It's now like chasing a

Ronniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10770649279168413343noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1162846.post-1092390746855773062004-08-12T17:51:00.000+08:002004-08-13T17:52:26.856+08:00

Today is my birthday, the 31st birthday that I have gone through. Unlike others, I am spending my day with my mom, who is staying in the hospital. Luckily, she is doing good and is recovering from the flu and inflammation that she has got over the weekend. Hopefully, she will be out of the hospital on tomorrow morning. Birthday, is already not a special occasion to me, but it is still a nice

Ronniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10770649279168413343noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1162846.post-1089216964770327752004-07-08T00:03:00.000+08:002004-07-08T00:16:04.770+08:00

The public mass finally have their desire settled, now what? Heading for the next little lamb, striking for the same request and demonstrating the same pressure to the individuals who used to serve what they can? I guess I now know what a politician is good at - finger pointing. I have given up the hope, I don't think it worths my effort to go for election. There's no one I can pick and whoever

Ronniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10770649279168413343noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1162846.post-1088095163949095802004-06-24T23:38:00.000+08:002004-06-25T00:39:23.950+08:00

Do you have the experience of having no one looking into a matter the same way as you do? Have you ever wonder on why everyone who talks around you is so annoying and having an attitude problem? All these grows with me every day. I am working with a bunch of people, all of them are nice but indeed, I can't concentrate on my own stuff when they keep bubbling non-sense next to me. The

Ronniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10770649279168413343noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1162846.post-1087394828800537932004-06-16T21:16:00.000+08:002004-06-17T00:12:38.950+08:00

There are lots of achievement that are reached by the Chinese, be it in Sports, Science or even Arts. It is amazing, in terms of volume and the level of achievement. But I feel shameful as a Chinese. I feel totally sorry when I look back for the 4000+ years that we have lived through. How many things we have done wrong? And the scale of problem is massive - the burying of scholars by Emperor

Ronniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10770649279168413343noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1162846.post-1087278674111743842004-06-15T13:14:00.000+08:002004-06-15T13:51:14.110+08:00

I thought I have morphed into the other me; the me without the uncertainty, the me who is emotionally stabilized. Indeed, I was just getting into the development passage of the sonata. The motif is now recapitulated. Last night, I was reading the material about my favourite author, and to my surprise, my long gone memory flashes back. I felt what I felt when I was young, when I have doubt on

Ronniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10770649279168413343noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1162846.post-1086537126011372312004-06-06T23:42:00.000+08:002004-06-06T23:52:06.013+08:00

I was 15 years old 15 years ago. The night, I cried. Today, I saw the same footage again, I try to tell my cousin aged 5 and 6, on what had happened 15 years ago. The little girl have the same response as everyone of us. "Why do they (the activitists) get accused even they haven't done anything wrong?" I am amazed that a little girl aged at 6 can also recognize something obvious.

Ronniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10770649279168413343noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1162846.post-1077638801308071172004-02-25T00:06:00.000+08:002004-02-25T00:08:42.500+08:00

3 and a half years, apart from my team, it is this little buddy who hang on as long as I am awake. Overnight, working weekend, at home or overseas. This is my workhorse, my source of entertainment and my portal for communication. Farewell, my friend. Thanks for the happy time and the fullest support in all the crucial moment. These three and a half year will be boring without you hanging around.

Ronniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10770649279168413343noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1162846.post-1076550068779768332004-02-12T09:41:00.000+08:002004-02-12T09:42:57.030+08:00

The decision to resign is not a small one and it's good that Goldberg variation is playing right behind me when I hit the "Sent" button. I feel re-assured and see the twilight of my new beginning.

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The arena which I once was the King is now captured by someone else, he is performing and praise is given. I am jealous. And yet, it is myself who has selected to give out the throne but why do I still care about how well the new Emperor is performing? It is the geek inside who think he can do the same but only better. After all, I still treasure the praise from others.

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It has been discussed for many times - Job Sucks. I am unhappy in my job, I feel no satisfaction, joy, archivement in my job. I keep feeling the pressure, the tiredness. Anyway, this is not what I am trying to discuss now. The older I am, the further I found myself away from my closed friend. Our way of thinking starts to depart, my age keeps it's annual increment but the principal of thinking

Ronniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10770649279168413343noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1162846.post-1069830423983634312003-11-26T15:04:00.000+08:002003-11-26T15:07:35.390+08:00

I thought I can be an up-to-par mentor.. or at least a team-mate that won't be hated by other team member. But recently, I found myself becoming easier to get angry with whatever thing, when they are not developing into what I desire. I lost my patient easily. Besides, I think I hate lazy ass, if everything has to be told precisely, what I mean is, the detail level has to be go down to every

Ronniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10770649279168413343noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1162846.post-1069243049781593952003-11-19T19:57:00.000+08:002003-11-19T19:57:53.750+08:00

Heart beating, spirit filled up with anger but still have to accomplish on the task "assigned". Call me someone with low EQ but I would gratefully considering myself as someone with character. But why am I having such a bad feeling? The tasks themselves are neutral in nature and it is me attaching all the emotion. Again, why? I am seeing all these as negative, something trying to act against

Ronniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10770649279168413343noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1162846.post-1068371394125083472003-11-03T17:47:00.000+08:002003-11-09T20:49:12.036+08:00

After Mr. Bell has invented the telephone, people started losing the excuses from not reporting or connecting to the party concerned. Still, we are hooked with the avaiplability of telephone network, but together with the invention and advancement of pager and cellular phone, this excuse starts fading out. We can get connected all the time, everywhere. But it seems this is not enough yet, SMS

Ronniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10770649279168413343noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1162846.post-1066909476912797142003-10-23T19:30:00.000+08:002003-11-09T20:50:13.630+08:00

Philip told me about the desire to escape, I didn't realize I have the same thought until he raised this up in our recent conversation. I have been deciding to go for a long time, because of the stress, frustration, boredom, etc. And the desire to escape is indeed one of the key factor, too. Imagine you are playing freefall for 10 times a day, and you don't know for how many more times you

Ronniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10770649279168413343noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1162846.post-1064332558842228012003-09-22T23:30:00.000+08:002003-11-09T20:51:15.053+08:00

This is the number 1 rule that we all first learnt, but the interpretation varies among different people. To me, I am taking it damn serious,so serious that, the "best" I interpret means I should try with all my might, squeezing the very last bit of energy out of what I have. This is tiring, very damn tiring. I didn't realize this is wrong, until I found that I will die if I keep on squeezing

Ronniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10770649279168413343noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1162846.post-1064332436602061262003-09-21T23:30:00.001+08:002003-11-09T20:51:42.236+08:00

I think this is something called adrenaline, if I know what is composed of, I will get rid of eating anything possessing this element. OK, from the moment I am in the office, my heart is beating faster than it actually needs. I guess. An I feel myself is very tense - my shoulder is tight and I don't have any appetitte. What's happening is that, I have numbers of obstacles ahead but I only have

Ronniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10770649279168413343noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1162846.post-1064158361134146352003-09-21T23:30:00.000+08:002003-11-09T20:52:12.690+08:00

My lover is someone I want to see when I go back home. My lover is someone who I want to go out with My lover is someone who I will get worried if she is late from work My lover is someone who will laugh with me when seeing a cute little child My lover is someone who will call me softly when I am weak and need encouragement My lover is someone who I want to share everything with My lover is you,

Ronniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10770649279168413343noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1162846.post-1063641714195423102003-09-16T00:01:00.000+08:002003-11-09T20:53:23.393+08:00

I feel frustrated, helpless and stressful. When the cell phone ring and you no longer can be sure it is from any friends you know, when you are not certain if you should relax and do whatever you enjoy, you are blurring the boundary between your work and regular life. I am one of the one to blame on, since I cannot manage the tasks properly. Giving an impression that, everything on hand has to

Ronniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10770649279168413343noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1162846.post-1063511235944338872003-09-13T12:01:00.000+08:002003-11-09T20:52:44.783+08:00

The happy time, the excited moment, which I once has found and expierenced, has now gone to nowhere. I had fun with the experinment, just about a month ago, but now, I simply don't have the initiative to work on it, I can no longer see the fun behind. The nature of the experinment is interesting as still, just that I am dragged back to the same chaos before. When I am in the mildst of the

Ronniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10770649279168413343noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1162846.post-1062925381563473752003-09-07T17:02:00.000+08:002003-11-09T20:53:53.516+08:00

This is the second time that I feel angry and want to quit right away. And with this recent encountering, I can finally tell where is my dead zone and the cause that will make me want to quit. Dignit and respect. The core of what I need in every job. When anyone is having doubt on either of the two, bingo buddy, you hit the spot that will make me resign. I have rpeated for many times, workload,

Ronniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10770649279168413343noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1162846.post-1062334684021094382003-08-31T19:05:00.000+08:002003-11-09T20:54:18.050+08:00

Just get passed my 30 years milestone and something seems to be swirling around. I don't intended to push the switch but I maybe doing it sub-consciously. I feel myself going back to where I am 10 years ago. I am not rejuvenating but the once sealed gateway is tearing off bit by bit. The once diverted me is behaving as what I was. Starting from the journey I went to Taiwan, I am enjoying more

Ronniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10770649279168413343noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1162846.post-1059882538095813372003-08-03T11:43:00.000+08:002003-11-09T20:54:46.643+08:00

I know I have been herbinated for quite a while.. before heading full throttle to anything serious, well, I don't mean this article is not serious, just in a different perspective. Let's read the "Geek Talk".

Ronniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10770649279168413343noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1162846.post-854973312002-09-27T11:19:00.000+08:002003-11-09T20:55:21.656+08:00

I tell you what, I can feel my adrenaline thrushing around myself. The day come finally -- having to spend 13 hours on a flight in a cramped seat makes me nervous X). OK, be honest, what tinker me most is having to spend my days in an unfamiliar land, a totally new continent. I have read quite a number of article on the spot to visit, the way to travel around, what I am expected to see. But

Ronniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10770649279168413343noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1162846.post-854785362002-09-22T23:27:00.000+08:002003-11-09T20:56:16.360+08:00

Good coffe bean, destinctive espresso and smoothy milk froth, that's what make up a good cup of coffee. The more I observe and the more I practise, I found that it is not as difficult as I thought in making up a good cup of coffee. So what makes mine special that people will dare to come and consume? I have no confident. I know it sounds like simple and I know there are tricks I have yet to

Ronniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10770649279168413343noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1162846.post-854379242002-09-11T21:32:00.000+08:002003-11-09T20:55:48.563+08:00

"Rolling Requiem", the least we can do for remembrance of the dead in the terrorist attack. But in a self claimed flourish city like Hong Kong, I can see nothing to be done for the dead. Me, as a citizen with heart and flesh, all I can do is to join the "Rolling Requiem", broadcasting the Mozart Requiem through my stereo... May the dead be rest.. and you all will be remembered.

Ronniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10770649279168413343noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1162846.post-854379092002-09-11T21:28:00.000+08:002003-11-09T20:56:43.343+08:00

If there is god in this world, I don't mean the god but a more generally speaking term, no matter which religion you believe in, either the Budda, Jesus Christ or any other believer you pray to. He will not want to see his son to suffer, killing each other for no reason, everyone will be treated the same, no matter the color, the language, the appearance, rich or poor. All of us are the same

Ronniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10770649279168413343noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1162846.post-852904982002-07-28T19:20:00.000+08:002003-11-09T20:57:17.376+08:00

Home sweet Home. Yes, it was and I surely think it will but not for the moment. It is horrible in having such a thought -- hanging on to anywhere for as long as I could instead of heading home. Problems everywhere, big and small, simple and complicate. I love my parents, sure thing, no question is needed but I am exhausted in the mean time. In the day time, I am spending all my effort to

Ronniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10770649279168413343noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1162846.post-852802532002-07-25T10:10:00.000+08:002003-11-09T20:57:49.500+08:00

Life sucks. Throughout our lives, we are walking through a tunnel, wide and big, small and narrow, depends on your fate and the decision you have made. In my days beforehand, I used to be upset and keep on thinking what leads to the outcome, why I am always in bad luck? Is it my attitude or is it just my fate? I feel nervous, boring, helpless, scary and try to enclose myself in one piece, to

Ronniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10770649279168413343noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1162846.post-852472332002-07-14T19:20:00.000+08:002003-11-09T20:58:42.860+08:00

I hope it all doesn't comes up to be too late, yes, nothing should be too late. It is scary to note that how much I might have forgotten or simply ignored in the previous month or so. After I keep complaining how sucks my life currently is. My concentration towards my beloved, my family and all the thing I treasured dropped a lot. I accused my self-centred behaviour to the overwhelming of job,

Ronniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10770649279168413343noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1162846.post-852262472002-07-07T11:52:00.000+08:002003-11-09T21:09:39.710+08:00

I think I have talked about the feeling of emptied out a lot of time before, just that I finally find the word. When I grow up, I found that I learnt less, the problem is 2 fold, life become repetitve, doing the same thing, facing the same problem without a solution that could be found for each time, bored by the same old thing, going to the same restaurant. And the capabitily to receive new

Ronniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10770649279168413343noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1162846.post-852175642002-07-03T14:58:00.000+08:002003-11-09T21:12:31.690+08:00

Another month has just passwd away but yet, I still cannot see the twilight. Hang on there, it's going to be ended soon, I was told. Finish it up and pay respect to yourself, I always heard. Really? I start to wonder. I hate to listen to all these, when you are not the one who suffer. Do you know how painful it is when you are going to bed, knowing that at the time when you open your eyes,

Ronniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10770649279168413343noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1162846.post-851936162002-06-24T14:36:00.000+08:002003-11-09T21:13:00.176+08:00

Those who know me well know that I hate cold weather, I just don't like chilling and trembling and need to wear loads and loads of clothes to keep myself warm. It makes me feel being tied up with both hands. And guess what, I am now working in a freezer! Damn it, man! The noisy air-conditioner is blowing like crazy behind me! The lucky thing is, I can prove the wind blocker is doing it's job

Ronniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10770649279168413343noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1162846.post-851917842002-06-23T13:43:00.000+08:002003-11-09T21:13:30.316+08:00

First time in the 2 years, the desire in finishing things of big & small has finally come back. I am delighted. As what I have told you, the pieces and pieces of shattered dream seems binding up by themselves once and again. I have so much that wanna be done, big and small, and I will mark them all down before it has all gone. The curlprit of all these is the break I can have yesterday, no, I

Ronniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10770649279168413343noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1162846.post-851547632002-06-11T15:14:00.000+08:002002-06-09T15:15:55.000+08:00

Apple product... and more. I am dedicating this article to my iBook, who has just celebrated his first "birthday" on 2 June. Buddy, I know it is kind of late ;) Power book 1400cs, iBook Dual-USB 2001, iPod, PowerMac Quicksilver. I own all of them and has been using it happily in this five years. They are elegant, charming and bring my joy by using it. From the hardware design - they have eye

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Swinging in the rain It rains like hell today. And I hate raining, for most of the time, but I like listening to the sa-la sa-la sound when the rain drops hit the soil. I use another tactic today, make myself swing, swing it till I broke down, shedding off every piece of burden off my dreaded and soaked body. And Mr. Morgan is surely a heat trumpter. Besides, this starts off another 10 years

Ronniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10770649279168413343noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1162846.post-851546992002-06-09T14:24:00.000+08:002002-06-09T14:24:34.493+08:00

Rush it up In the old days, well, what I meant is the 30s till early 60s. People will spend time to make their own thing, finish what they need with their hands. Cook their meal without using any "instant" substitute, crafting the furniture, decorating the home, as long as they know how, they will do it themselves. Society now grows to a different magnitude, in terms of economy. Products of

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The normal and the retard The TV show is talking about a mister who has been trapped inside a cage for 30 years and now being taken care by a social welfare organisation. He is defined as "The retarded" and people will show their sincere regards but I wonder if we really understand him. I mean, from his eye, we are the abnormal, slaving like hell and whinning all day without having the

Ronniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10770649279168413343noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1162846.post-850340882002-04-25T11:02:00.000+08:002002-04-26T00:31:48.000+08:00

Buffer overflow I think I am exhausted. But I wonder why. I mean, I have just taken a break 2 months ago, and yet, I feel exhausted, dried out, flattened, anything U name it. Day by day, I am repeating myself in fulfilling whatever tasks that was handed over to me, no complain, no unwillingness but just accomplishing on what it should be. Something need to be changed - because I feel that my

Ronniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10770649279168413343noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1162846.post-850123812002-04-17T11:01:00.000+08:002002-04-17T11:01:54.880+08:00

An explainable world The longer I am living in this society, the more we are suffering from the down turn in the economy and the more I see how people are living in such. The more I feel disgusting when un-fair, out of expectation happenings are showing up when I can see the obvious solution is just around the corner where everyone is just ignoring it. It is my problem. Since I am expecting

Ronniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10770649279168413343noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1162846.post-751662212002-04-09T01:25:00.000+08:002002-04-09T01:25:37.753+08:00

Treasure box The passage I am going to write has been lying around for quite sometime.. I am still looking for a way to post it out in its original format... anyhow, here we go. The story begins like that. Since you give birth to Earth, you come with a "treaure box", but no one, except yourself can see it. It is empty, hollow. But since then, you start putting in things you treasure into it.

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Standard "The best italian restaurant in Town!" "One of the best performance on Elgar cello concerto!" "A piece of junk, the actor simply do not understand how to act." No matter what you are reading or listening to, you will always come across statement similar to those above. Critics - the people who are writing the message - either be a so called professional in the specified field of

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Feels like home again 7 days more, same day next week, I should now be flying over the South China Sea, approaching the place that I have been going over for numerous times in these 2 years - Taiwan. Even though this is already the third time I go there, somehow, I am more anticipated than ever. The more I know about it, the more I am confident that I can relieve myself. Moreover, I know that

Ronniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10770649279168413343noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1162846.post-89949862002-01-24T14:33:00.000+08:002002-01-24T14:33:06.190+08:00

Life saver I am someone who is lucky. And it happens not only for one time but a number of times.. At times, without any sign or notice, the feeling of being isolated sneak in from nowhere.. it is not scary or painful. You just feel being transmitted to another universe or kept inside a tightly sealed lead house or living somewhere beneath the sea.. Everything is vivid, everything is so

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If I am insane Boom... flash back. IF I am insane, I will believe in a world having 2 universe. You are here and I am there, no one will come and I will not get over. IF I am insane, everything will seems to be real, the sound is real, the universe is real, the music is real, my circumstances is real and every single thing is so obvious that it must be happening that way, following its own

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The continuum I think I am out of excuses from not posting new blog regularly... when so many tools are available to make posting blog even more easier.. Currently, I am trying the Radio Userland and the Bloggar. Have yet to decide which one to stick to, maybe I will use both.. since Bloggar didn't have a Mac client.

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Footsteps in moonlight Shadow, falling behind every single one of us. In a Monday morning, everyone walk silently in the same pace, together with the first movement of Moonlight sonata. Coherent in peace and silence.

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The perfect afternoon On every Friday night, or the night before I am going to have a holiday. I will spare sometime, sit down and thing how could I make the most uses of the coming holiday. I don't mean I want to visit as many places as possible but to make myself as enjoyable as possible. To make things simplier, I would try to make the holiday as "a perfect afternoon". Coincidentally, I

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Marriage This might not be the appropriate "title" since what I wanna talk about is indeed the steps involved for the process of "getting married". Also, the meaning of "getting married" is already beyond the question of necessity. Since I am the believer of "A must to get married". I don't want to spend too much time in explaining why but what marriage meant to me is a respect to the one

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That's more than give and take How many concert you have attend? And do you remember what was it and how was it? I mean, for most of the time, the relationship among us and the musician is in a "give-n-take" condition. They play the music, we enjoy out of it and giving our applause in showing our appreciation. This is what I mean for a traditional and usual listening behaviour. But is this the

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Fly, flying high.. Day to day, we move forward from a spot to another, things around us are going on linearly. No matter how you go, everything looks flat. Not until you see the back of the moon... One day, when you find that you can move in another dimension, I mean, when you find that you can FLY. That means you are already someone else.. just like a worm will grow up and become a butterfly,

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Error Handling During day time, I have to write codes in catching the exception on any error that was thrown by the program I write - in humanely speaking, I am responsible for the dump I have created or prepare for the worst that might happened. But in reality, can it be done? Not very likely, at least to me. At times, there will be something picking on your nerve or disaster will simply drop

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The wait of the happening Throughout the years. The feeling of anticipation on one thing have not happened for too many times. My Thrustmaster FLCS, OS/2 Warp (Merlin to be precise) and not to mention what I am now longing for - my Power G3 driven iBook. In the previous year or 2, my mighty PowerBook 1400 started showing her age (boy, I have been with her for over 4 years) and I have been

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What really is in my mind? Lost in momentum, feeling dizziness, placing myself in the middle of the fog. These are all the description I used in the numbers of blog I have written. Not until today, I didn't realize the cause of all these. I simply don't know how to read my own mind. I always want to finish something, I don't want to waste a single second out of my own time. Time ticks, and the

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ChaosAnother day started... and I am still doing the same thing.. but I start losing my patience. You know about me that, I hate to do things when there are so many stuff that are beyond my control. Losing code, incapable to create stuff I need, have to struggle among for the limited resources. You may say that I am not capable to work in chaotic environment, yes, you really can say so. Indeed,

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The art of simplicityI am now playing with my new point and shot camera, nice stuff, all I get is 3 buttons and a trigger, no more and no less. But it could do just what I need or supposed to do.This is nice.Indeed, not everything on Earth are behaving like that. Just like the software I am using now (well, from a fame big blue company) which simply ignoring all these... what it has in mind is to

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LIFE is never to be easy..No matter how extensive you have been studying on a subject, you are still steps behind the reality. I know that engaging in a project is not an easy task but not until now -- having spent my times into it that I now could UNDERSTAND what the hell it is like.Eye soring, frustration, home sickness and any other thing that you can tell are all adding up together... indeed,

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Am I exhausted or what?Walked straight for 3 hours, just to look for the books and items I have in mind, boy, at the time you found it, you will forget all the efforts you have to make. Indeed, the reality is, you will not be able to find everything as planned and legs are really soring X).What's good for today's treasure hunt is. I can find the book of Edward Tufte finally! In case if you don't

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The extra-ordinary breakfastI am talking about "treasuring what you have" again.This morning, I go by the small resting area - a place just possessing a number of chairs; see an old mister sitting in one of them, showing satisfaction by enjoying his cup of English tea, just bought from the take-away shop.The more we are able to possess, the more we are demanding. But are we much more happier than

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Lost in vision..."lost in vision""feeling in the middle of the foggy day""where I am leading myself to?""I am alone but I shouldn't feel lonely with so many things that I could accomplished"These are what have been repeating, repeating and repeating within myself in these 2 days. This is not the first time in muddling myself in such a situation, indeed, I have been grabbing myself out of such

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It's all about shoe shining..No matter the size of a company, shoe shining exist. This is one of the something that I have learnt in the years.Maybe I should rephrase it as, whenever there are working relationship, chances for seeing a "shoe shining event" rises. I think it is more on personality act, one might be getting too used to be doing so. I can't say this is a sin, one may simply taking

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