The extra-ordinary breakfast
I am talking about "treasuring what you have" again.
This morning, I go by the small resting area - a place just possessing a number of chairs; see an old mister sitting in one of them, showing satisfaction by enjoying his cup of English tea, just bought from the take-away shop.
The more we are able to possess, the more we are demanding. But are we much more happier than before? Not really the case, chances are, we don't know how to enjoy the beauty to the fullest extent, yet, we keep on spending, whinning on what we could only have. Then, we squeeze our time to work more, looking forward to earn more so as to strike for something more decent - more expensive. Yet, we are not satisfy and we whine on it again and we repeat what we have done again... till to a point that we are fed up or we realize that we are performing something not realistic.
Everything around us could be extra-ordinary, including what we already possess, you might be able to dig into something you are not aware...
3/17/2001
3/12/2001
Lost in vision...
"lost in vision"
"feeling in the middle of the foggy day"
"where I am leading myself to?"
"I am alone but I shouldn't feel lonely with so many things that I could accomplished"
These are what have been repeating, repeating and repeating within myself in these 2 days. This is not the first time in muddling myself in such a situation, indeed, I have been grabbing myself out of such chaos for a year or 2.
What is wrong?
Maybe I am feeling insecure, in a sense that I have lost my sight, momentum dropped, like a roller coaster that has been riding for too long and have the screws loosen..
Interrupted...
Somehow, the regular way in refueling myself - hanging around in Johnny's place doesn't seems to work tonight and I just do what as planned; visiting Tom and again, I was proved that miracle is always just around the corner.
Before I made my visit there, I held no hope to regain my momentum. Indeed, once I saw Tom, I made my order on Tansonia Latte and situation started to move a bit..
Friend, maybe I should say friendliness comes in and saved me one more time.
Tom told me a lot on what he saw, he tasted, he was told in his 2 month's of travelling; Vietnam, Cambodia, China, Thailand... from the way he found about those countries, to the cusine he had tried and not to mention the coffee tasting experience. Content is one of the thing that arouse me but the most important above all is I felt "connected" once again. Connected back to the place that where I used to be, just like when the radio hits the right frequency, it hums music rather than noise.
Have I regain my "vision", well, not really BUT I learnt a lesson. It is not necessary to have a clear vision at all times, somehow, we will have occasion to have ourselves let loose. Indeed, we just need to follow the steps, believe it "something" is just around the corner and with just a few more steps, our radio will hit the right frequeny...
"lost in vision"
"feeling in the middle of the foggy day"
"where I am leading myself to?"
"I am alone but I shouldn't feel lonely with so many things that I could accomplished"
These are what have been repeating, repeating and repeating within myself in these 2 days. This is not the first time in muddling myself in such a situation, indeed, I have been grabbing myself out of such chaos for a year or 2.
What is wrong?
Maybe I am feeling insecure, in a sense that I have lost my sight, momentum dropped, like a roller coaster that has been riding for too long and have the screws loosen..
Interrupted...
Somehow, the regular way in refueling myself - hanging around in Johnny's place doesn't seems to work tonight and I just do what as planned; visiting Tom and again, I was proved that miracle is always just around the corner.
Before I made my visit there, I held no hope to regain my momentum. Indeed, once I saw Tom, I made my order on Tansonia Latte and situation started to move a bit..
Friend, maybe I should say friendliness comes in and saved me one more time.
Tom told me a lot on what he saw, he tasted, he was told in his 2 month's of travelling; Vietnam, Cambodia, China, Thailand... from the way he found about those countries, to the cusine he had tried and not to mention the coffee tasting experience. Content is one of the thing that arouse me but the most important above all is I felt "connected" once again. Connected back to the place that where I used to be, just like when the radio hits the right frequency, it hums music rather than noise.
Have I regain my "vision", well, not really BUT I learnt a lesson. It is not necessary to have a clear vision at all times, somehow, we will have occasion to have ourselves let loose. Indeed, we just need to follow the steps, believe it "something" is just around the corner and with just a few more steps, our radio will hit the right frequeny...
3/08/2001
It's all about shoe shining..
No matter the size of a company, shoe shining exist. This is one of the something that I have learnt in the years.
Maybe I should rephrase it as, whenever there are working relationship, chances for seeing a "shoe shining event" rises. I think it is more on personality act, one might be getting too used to be doing so. I can't say this is a sin, one may simply taking this as an "aggressive act" for promotion, yet, I simply don't feel comfortable in seeing this, whenever happened.
What I dislike more is, the difference in between what one will usually stands for against what one will show up when he/she lean on the boss..
Anyhow, as long as I could get away from the happening, I shouldn't be bothered by it..
No matter the size of a company, shoe shining exist. This is one of the something that I have learnt in the years.
Maybe I should rephrase it as, whenever there are working relationship, chances for seeing a "shoe shining event" rises. I think it is more on personality act, one might be getting too used to be doing so. I can't say this is a sin, one may simply taking this as an "aggressive act" for promotion, yet, I simply don't feel comfortable in seeing this, whenever happened.
What I dislike more is, the difference in between what one will usually stands for against what one will show up when he/she lean on the boss..
Anyhow, as long as I could get away from the happening, I shouldn't be bothered by it..
3/07/2001
3/06/2001
Life after a living pattern...
I wake up, go to work, earn money and make my living on a daily basis. But I figure it out that, this is not what I want for life long.
I took "The Vacation" in the year 2000 and this is one of the transition that I talk about from time to time.
On this morning, the desire to roll up my diminishing momentum is growing. The desire to hang out from the routine life-form; the desire to feed myself with knowledges; the desire to look for the inner-self of mine; the desire to put myself into another arena that I am not familiar with.
I need it and I need it badly.
I wake up, go to work, earn money and make my living on a daily basis. But I figure it out that, this is not what I want for life long.
I took "The Vacation" in the year 2000 and this is one of the transition that I talk about from time to time.
On this morning, the desire to roll up my diminishing momentum is growing. The desire to hang out from the routine life-form; the desire to feed myself with knowledges; the desire to look for the inner-self of mine; the desire to put myself into another arena that I am not familiar with.
I need it and I need it badly.
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