4/11/2007

I want to ...

I want to know myself.
I want to be myself.
I want to be happy.
I want to be honest.
I want to be fair.
I want to be free.
I want to breath.
I want to put down.
I want to ...

After all, I just want to be an atom in the Nature. Like water in the river.

4/06/2007

Reminder

I am not feeling well since Tuesday, having a slight fever and gastroenteritis (intestine inflammation in layman terms). I have to sleep for hours and is only feeling better till today.

But the weakness, not capable to focus on anything and also the aches are all a reminder, or an alerm. It reminds me I have to take good care of my body, or I will not be able to do anything I desire. What's more, it is a lesson to me, reminding how much dad had suffered over the course. I had only suffered for two or three days and is already frustrated. I can't imagine what would it be like for the whole year. Not to mention the degree of suffering.

To everyone, being healthy is a blessing, embrace what you have. And think from the perspective of the patient. Spare your patience and love, and when you are feeling annoyed, just remember how you feel when you are sick and sleeping helplessly on the bed.