8/20/2001

Fly, flying high..

Day to day, we move forward from a spot to another, things around us are going on linearly. No matter how you go, everything looks flat. Not until you see the back of the moon...

One day, when you find that you can move in another dimension, I mean, when you find that you can FLY. That means you are already someone else.. just like a worm will grow up and become a butterfly, a bird that hatches from an egg will become a bird that can fly in the mid of the air, to everywhere they want to... back and forth, up and down..

From that spot onward, what you can see will be different, edges will be shown, shadow casting along and the interaction among objects become clear. The place that you are familiar and experience you have encountered for uncounted times expressed in another way.

Everything looks fresh, looks so excited. And we can move on in our preferred speed, to destination we have never explored before and also, we can reach places we are not aware...

To fly, it doesn�t cost you a dime but your desire.. you need a strong desire to make you FLY. Everyone of us CAN fly, as long as you are eager to.. unlock your exit dusted with excuses and selfishness and make yourself as another you...

8/06/2001

Error Handling

During day time, I have to write codes in catching the exception on any error that was thrown by the program I write - in humanely speaking, I am responsible for the dump I have created or prepare for the worst that might happened.

But in reality, can it be done?

Not very likely, at least to me. At times, there will be something picking on your nerve or disaster will simply drop on your head. And not to mention, in our day-to-day life, we will encounter problems in our job, family or among friends. No matter how well you can tackle them with, to me, they are just chasing at the back. You can't escape and you can't surrender.

Is this the saddest part in life?

No.

What scare me is. I become unmoved. I mean, after all the the years living like being defeated, anything happened around me doesn't seems to be able to trigger the "Switch of Heart" to the on position.

The death of my grandma, knowing that my brother gotta take a body check on the stomache he is suffering from... They are the closest companion of mine and I am 'sad' about the happening but that's it. I know I should behave something more than that...


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Cannot handle error : NULL POINTER EXCEPTION

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