If I hooked to a pressure gauge

I can bet $10 with you it is pointing to the red zone.

I can feel my shoulder is getting tenser than a bull; feeling miserable at work and bearing the load at home stressed me to a new boundary.

Get if off from yourself, everyone tell me, but how? It's not I want to keep holding the ball but what can I do with it? Circumstances in the former life is the fruit of your present existence, I am surely biting a hard one.

The relaxed me

Believe it or not, I am having a good time when I am at work. It's been a long time which I could feel the peace in within.

Coffee, music, and the peace of mind. I could have them all, at this moment, in my cubicle.

I have the same experience when I am in Taiwan, in Eslite record store, which I allow myself to expose to new music.

Believe me, life could be good, and you don't need to rich.

"Fair" in my eye

No one is born to be identical.

So the game is started to be "unfair" in a sense. But what bring us to a fair game is the evenness of opportunity given. No matter you are bringing up a child, or a team member among your team, you have to ensure sufficient attendance is given to everyone.

It's pointless to blame the little one when they are not your rising stars. If they are all so mighty, this render the mentor to be worthless.

We already have exceeding amount of unfairness, and as a gentle being, keep giving out on what you can. You cannot change the world but your merit could makes "living" to be a better one.