If I am insane

Boom... flash back.

IF I am insane, I will believe in a world having 2 universe. You are here and I am there, no one will come and I will not get over.

IF I am insane, everything will seems to be real, the sound is real, the universe is real, the music is real, my circumstances is real and every single thing is so obvious that it must be happening that way, following its own course, no matter what and no matter how.

IF I am insane, I will feel powerless, I will feel this is the end of the world, everything collapse.

IF I am insane, I will always try to get connected, to send out ping signal, to press the seek button till I find a channel.

IF.. luckily they are just if... since I can't imagine what if it all comes true..