12/17/2003

The perspective of thinking

It has been discussed for many times - Job Sucks.

I am unhappy in my job, I feel no satisfaction, joy, archivement in my job. I keep feeling the pressure, the tiredness. Anyway, this is not what I am trying to discuss now.

The older I am, the further I found myself away from my closed friend. Our way of thinking starts to depart, my age keeps it's annual increment but the principal of thinking seems diverting to a direction different from people in my same age group. Things that I see it is wrong are looked as they are normal to them. They have the argument that I don't agree with, why it has to be like this, I asked myself.

I am not feeling lonely but I found fewer and fewer people staying in the same channel as I do. One way of seeing it is, more channels are opened (by meeting new friends) and it is difficult to stay in the same channel all the time. But me, umm, I have met new friend too, but my desire to change channel is little.

I have two choices - widen up my boundary and bump into more social life or get used to what I enjoy, staying in within and admit the reality.

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