閒逛

藉買燈泡為名，跑到百貨公司走了一圈。商場內響著聖誕音樂，發現自己童心未泯，在玩具部把玩著車子啦，模型啦，一些我兒時的至愛。

人越大，就越懂得珍惜自己的時間。縱使只是十來分鐘的閒逛，就足以讓我感到豐裕。

到底燈泡有買了麼？當然有，我還買了剛用完的日用品。工作，始終還是要做的。

Senseless

I was joking around with Joel this afternoon, on why he will feel cold in HK, concerning he has been living in Canada for so many years. His theory is like, it was so cold in Canada that you cannot feel a thing so it doesn't matter. But in HK, it's not that cold yet so you are still sensible.

This just sounds like what life is about,

Life sucks when you are neither dead nor alive but dying.

The harmony of design and proportion

Each time when she gets off from work late, I am a bit angry. I have been telling myself it is pointless since she has work to do but I just cannot convince myself. At first, I thought I am just having different value proposition, work to me is something that you cannot finish, something can easily put down. To her, she cannot bear something left behind. But the more I think about it, the more I think this is not where my anger rooted from.

Is it because of my envy? Am I complaining why it is always me to put down the work and take care of what has to be done (cooking, dish washing etc)? But again, it could be, yet not definitely.

Now, I think I found the cause. I hate the imbalance. No matter is it work, play, or any activities. When it goes over the top, i.e. you spend most of your time and resources into it, to the point that YOU HAVE TO SACRIFICE SOMEONE. My anger arise.

Remember I talked about envy? It's part of the game as said. Simply because I want deadly to immerse totally into what I like but in a way I just cannot tolerate myself to be selfish.