The harmony of design and proportion

Each time when she gets off from work late, I am a bit angry. I have been telling myself it is pointless since she has work to do but I just cannot convince myself. At first, I thought I am just having different value proposition, work to me is something that you cannot finish, something can easily put down. To her, she cannot bear something left behind. But the more I think about it, the more I think this is not where my anger rooted from.

Is it because of my envy? Am I complaining why it is always me to put down the work and take care of what has to be done (cooking, dish washing etc)? But again, it could be, yet not definitely.

Now, I think I found the cause. I hate the imbalance. No matter is it work, play, or any activities. When it goes over the top, i.e. you spend most of your time and resources into it, to the point that YOU HAVE TO SACRIFICE SOMEONE. My anger arise.

Remember I talked about envy? It's part of the game as said. Simply because I want deadly to immerse totally into what I like but in a way I just cannot tolerate myself to be selfish.