Should I be happy, or not?
Kind of muddy... I mean, I don't know if I should feel happy or what... on one hand, have chances to go working abroad, I should feel happy, but now, I have it denied, and I can now stay in HK and enjoy my Christmas, I should be happy but then I missed the chance to work on a big project, I shouldn't be... isn't it a contradiction?

Another time of the year that I treasure most..
There is a couple of period in a year that I like most and Christmas is certainly on the top of the list.

What's good about Christmas is, you will have a whole month to enjoy, starting from late November, when every shop start decorating or promoting items as Christmas special and your mood in preparing the celebration of Christmas start to grow. And right up to the Christmas Eve, the excitment will be the greatest..

Afterall, we should remember the real reason behind Christmas - to love each one around you.

With peace...

Grown up, but child at heart..
It is good to be young at heart, you can fulfill your desire easily and life will seems to be more cheerful.

I am always looking for toys, no matter if it is a computer game, cool gadget or maybe those souvenir you can get from MacDonald. I feel happy right away. Just like what I felt when I saw the mini car I bought today. When I was young, I like playing remote control car (r/c car), I like the speediness, the beauty it shown while turning at a tight corner, so on so forth... but when I grow older, chances to play r/c car fall...

I have been longing for something which I could play *at home*, and affordable. Finally, my wish is now come true with this little buddy.

The Kyosho MINI-Z racing car series features a number of popular street racers and made them into cars which length is 130mm, about the size of my palm. Though they are small but they run FAST! I can only speed up to half (or maybe 1/3) to what it can perform in order to play safely in my house...

It's just a couple of hundred of bucks and I am already feel like in heaven, isn't it fascinating?

Wanda, I miss you..
Saw a girl in Central Station whose outlook resembles to the way that Wanda does. A strong desire in seeing her.

Wanda is the younger sister I met during my day in the university.

It is interesting that, at a particular stage of your life, you will have a strong desire in seeing or talking with someone whom you care.

Wanda, I miss you..

There is always something to cherish..
Life could be boring, if you don't know how to deal with it..

Yet, there is always something sneaking around the corner in our life, awaiting for our exploration. Indeed, we might have ourselves so enclosed in our burden that we are not aware of their existence... ends up feeling frustrated, lonely and sad.

Life is full of fun, interest and excitement, if we could find thost little something around us...

Can U tell the different?
Can you tell the different between 9:00 and 9:01? Why I am asking is, people are all rushing fiercely in the MTR station, wishing to make themselves get to the office before 9:00 am.. but I am always wondering, is the different in 1 minute, not to mention just a couple of second, is it that important?

This certainly is a generalized statement... I am still someone who is punctual

What I really want to talk about is, we just concentrate on the rules, without understanding why we should follow...

Winter has come, I suppose...
It's 18:12 but it is dark already. I still remember in seeing sun-set at 7 just a couple of weeks ago, so I suppose it is winter.

Maybe this explain why I felt muddy, becoz it is winter, I suppose...

Where's your wife?
This was what See asked me when I went for my "Sunday latte" this afternoon.

He is not the first one who treat her as my wife (well, will be in one day X)) and he told me that we both smile in the same way and he seldom see any couple who looks like us, who looks really like a couple.

I don't know if it is so, but hey, why don't U send me your "judgement"? X)

The beginning of my holiday X)
Before I tell U anything further, let me remind you one thing. 3 of my friends have flown out of town and Andrew, the other good friend of mine, called me in the airport yesterday! And guess where he was going?

Dominica Republic

He was leading the youth bowling team for a competition there... anyhow

So, I have finally finished the stupid kiosk and hopefully, I can enjoy my weekend quite freely -- hanging around in My Coffee, watching some stupid movie on iTV or maybe playing my DVD movie collection... ah almost forget, I have loads of books awaiting for me to read.. already feel excited even by thinking about that!

OK.. am I just fooling myself? X)

It's all becoz of the rhythm..
I start dreaming of opening my own coffee house recently.. but a problem kicks me that, how could I get myself refreshed when I have to do the same thing again and again - brewing cups and cups of coffee daily..

Before proceeding, let me tell you a little secret..

I always believe that everyone of us has our own "rhythm", something unique to ourselves and is the core of our "working style". We have time that felt frustrated and I would criticized this as we have lost our "rhythm". Think yourself as a dancer, stepping in the rhythm of waltz but the music playing is tango, you get what I mean? We get lost..

So, back to what I was talking about.. to keep myself aroused, I have to find a way in sticking with my own rhythm, treating every cup of coffee a different journey. If I am not ready for this, I shouldn't start my own coffee shop..

My heart is sad and lonely... sort of =)
I don't know if they have arranged to leave together but 2 of my best friends are leaving town on tomorrow and the day after respectively. Even worst is, my girlfriend will be departing to Tokyo with my sis on tomorrow as well, ahhh.. yet, I have to stay here and work on the stupid kiosk on this weekend.. how poor I am.

It is just a simple request..
Can you remember what you have been longing for, from your childhood to what you are now? I don't know about you but I found that all those I want are "simple" thing, what I desire nowaday is being able to get myself a cup of coffee whenever I want without any hassle.. indeed, there's always something that make it not as easily archivable as we thought.. maybe, this little something is what move us along..

We simply forget too easily...
How often do U remember the pain you had been suffering from the fault you had performed. Are we simply forgetting things too easily? Especially experience, and even if we were put to the same situation again, we will do it in the same way. It is kind of a sad thing, isn't it?