Life is easy and simple..
Listening to the newly bought CD of Stan Getz and writing up a document in the office... feeling relaxed and comfortable. Can you find something else that you could enjoy your life out of it while at the same time could earn some bucks for our living?

There are times that, we are pushing ourselves out of the envelope, just to fulfill the limitless growth of desire. No matter how hard we worked, and then how much we spent on it, we are still feeling "empty". It's not the feeling of lonely but just like when you have eaten a lot of cream, you know that you have eaten a large portion of food but still, you don't have the sense of fullness. Indeed, if you know how to treasure the things out of the ordinary, life will be easier and more enjoyable than you can think.

Maybe this is why kids are always hanging with a smile that you could hardly find from any adults...

What's possible, what's not
Sometimes, I don't really know what's the limit, or better said, my own capacity in handling things. When tasks were assigned to me, no matter how fully occupied I am, as long as I feel it's ok, I will take it.

Is it me who just don't know how to turn down request or is it me who is stupid that, thinking if I could fullfill all of them, I am of something superior? I don't know.

In what circumstances will U give up on something? How do one justify if it worth keep doing it? Just like Beethoven, someone who is deaf but still could compose music as strong and powerful as an invicible army. Whenever I feel weak and tired, those music are just like adrenaline, like caffiene, to rejuvenate myself. To feel the power, to feel being loved and to believe in myself..

I got the whole world
A thought came by..

Wandering around in Germany and communicate with the people in german, simple phrase of course. Feels like I got the whole world, ha!

I always believe that people will appreciate the effort you make to speak in their language, no matter how lame it is...

Maybe I enjoy the feeling of being "connected", especially with people of different culture.

It's just looping over and over again..
I don't know why, but do you find that most of the things, especially those we don't like, keep showing up from time to time? I try to get the hell away from it, still, it just show up after a period of time, just like the sequence of a traffice light. If I could just accept the occurence, I might feel better, but I don't want to. Hey, it's my life, I think I could select what to be like and what not to be...