It's just looping over and over again..
I don't know why, but do you find that most of the things, especially those we don't like, keep showing up from time to time? I try to get the hell away from it, still, it just show up after a period of time, just like the sequence of a traffice light. If I could just accept the occurence, I might feel better, but I don't want to. Hey, it's my life, I think I could select what to be like and what not to be...